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Southern Maryland Blue Crabs
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Yes, I am moving…my living quarters that is.  the last 5 yrs. I’ve been living in a very small in-law apt.  “It Sucks”  but I am really exited about getting the hell outta here.  I have 6 months left here, dam…that half a year.  Well before I bid this place good-bye I need to stoke my savings acct.  More $$ is good and it makes me feel much more secure.  We are staying in the Charles co. area, No more townhouses, no more apartments, no more duplex’s.  and thats a fact jack.

The Blue Crabs are the local baseball team, no affilation with the pros.  Its a nice stadium…nice fireworks show, Its a great place to take the family.  good Clean fun  They also have a small water park, great for those hot summer days that southern Maryland is famous for…

So with all this rubbish being said I’m outta here…cops is on and I love to see people getting TAZED   now thats funny!!

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Lisa…who is she?  I’ll tell you, she is a person, a woman that suffers from depression, has been looking for happiness, goes to the Dr’s regularly and talk to him about her problems, he is a good Dr a very nice Dr and her writes and Rx for meds that are suppose to help.  Lisa is looking for happiness and I don’t think she is going to find it in a pill, they help….but she needs more.  there has to be more to life then this. I know I am not alone and that makes me feel better. I look for things that keep my mind pre occupied.  I use to read, I would read until late into the night. I would become the person that I was reading about, go to the places I was reading about and dream….dream good dreams and mostly dream bad dreams….nightmares. I slowly stopped reading.  The last book I was reading is still on the night stand. I found knitting, myself and 2 friends all decided to learn. Friend #1 finished her scarf and friend #2 got half way through her scarf…they both have laoed down their needles. I on the other hand latched on to knitting as if it were my lifeline.  I knit from morning to night and all weekend too.I  to date have knit 230 scarves, 6 hats and 2 sets of gloves.  I knit so many scarves because that was when my depression was at its darkest.  I was knitting scarf after scarf after scarf to keep the deamons away.  the last 5 years of my life have not been kind. Nasty ruumors started by my sister,trying to keep things at work straight, re assuring my in-laws that “all is well”, the death of our dog and then our cat, my husbands back injury, rumors that he was “faking the injury” lawyers, my car accident…….GOD…I WANT IT ALL TO END!  how much is one person suppose to take…..who are my “real” friends, I don’t trust anyone anymore.  Brian ( my husband) is the only person in the world that I trust.  I tell him EVERYTHING as he does me.  With out him…I am___________!!

Things must be getting better, I am out of the scarf faze and the was my worst , the hat and mitten faze has got to be better.  I think its all going to get better. I have a goal , that goal is to ahve $10,000 in my savings by Feb. 17   then I am leaving. Oh, I am taking my knitting with me!!

 

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What a Bunch

What a Bunch

What a Bunch

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